Crossroad Why?! Why?! Why must God torture me? I thought have left fate to God but now I am at a crossroad again. Well, I was suppose to email the University which I was going and not going, telling my decision but as usual procrastinated. Until this morning, don't know why I woke up at 7.30am when I slept at 2am... Anyway then I wanted to write emails of complain on some services when suddenly I open my email and....... Congratulations you have been chosen for scholarship by the University of Oregon ... Just when I thought I made up my mind to go Montana since I got scholarship, now Oregon also give.... why inform so late. It might be fate that I haven't reply them on my decision. Yet Oregon still have one problem.... housing. In Montana, my housing is covered and got a suite too with 3 roommates. In Oregon... camping ?? I'm not sure.

Now confused all over again and the same problem surface. Hmm, guess I have to do some serious thinking and gosh lack in time because visa interview is on this Thursday, If only I see a sign, where is the sign, there is always a sign? Oh by the way, I'm not dead yet but almost, very busy ... busy living haha. Not working nor studying but playing all day. Guess I am still in ADP haha All Day Play. My routine, online play game RO, gamble gimrammi, go watch movies, watch dramas, watch TV, go yamcha and rewind all over. OK, now must go back thinking where to go, hope to go US soon haha by peeps ^^.


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