Wasting my life with dreams What friends told me when I want to blog was true, I am excited at first but now, I'm starting to become lazy to blog thus losing my passion in writing. So, I blog something today as a reminder to me. I have been sleeping a whole lot lately and gosh the dreams I had were bizarre, awkward and edgy. So let me explain a few.

One dream, I was a dog babysitter for my piano teacher. At first I was a guy but later things went out of hand. Why? That is because I somehow like was controlling a girl role. I remembered a funny part, there was a nanny when I went to the house, she gave me a tape and told me to let the dogs watch and when I asked her what is the tape about, she replied saying surgery on dogs. What was that all about? Then I had this mansion with dogs inside but lucky me, dogs don't poo poo in dreams. All of a sudden there is this gang of riders appearing and somehow I don't know why they are targeting me. Luckily, everyone in the neighborhood help shelter me but then when the riders threatened to kill somebody, I stood up against them and everyone else helped me to escape and then there was this chase and I went hiding. There is more but I can't remember haha and if you plan to use this, please let me know. If a movie is written based on my dreams I want credit XD.

Yes, dreams are so fun, but when I am dreaming, it seemed so real. Dreams are totally so wrong and bizarre. Though they are so weird but when dreaming, everything looks so true and you don't question anything. But once you wake up and think how come Song Roung said he is in love with Uma, that was totally out of the box. I have no idea why they were in my dreams... get out!! Ok enough bout this, lately I have a lot of leisure time, don't even know why I am wasting my youth doing nothing. So, I want to do something meaningful and starting with tommorow I will (hopefully). Mum told me to visit grandma and I thought for awhile, yes it has been months since I last talked to her or seen her. She is losing her memory and she keeps forgeting yet the people living with her aint making her life easier, keep shouting at her. Yes, I understand that sometimes I get annoyed as well when I talked to her but remember the show Money Not Enough 2? People can see the movie and be a critic but when it comes to reality, they don't see it.


I also hate going there because of certain reasons but lets not go there, let bygones be bygones, the past is over. Nevertheless, even though a wound has healed, a scar remains. And I have this feeling I am not welcomed there. At first it was still alright and then people start talking and it felt uncomfortable. Everytime they see me they criticize my hair, my style. Gosh, I so want to criticize them back but I tolerate. I don't go saying eww who cut your hair, so yesterday OR my gosh you put on weight again. NO!! I won't, so if you got nothing nice to say don't say anything at all. Thats it for today, will continue more stories the next post...sleepy..ZZzzz


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